Teechienwei & Tansianrui. Gynette & Hamster is our nickies. Pettiness is how we behave. 17 & 21 feb is our BIG day. Definitely, not to forget 19 May 2007 As long as we live; our love stays forever& ever. true love of ours never dies, it gets stronger all the time. Tan Sian Rui; This is for you.. When the sun rises, the day is bright, you do your tough trainings and concentrate hard. When the sun sets, the night has come, you think of me but even if you can’t see me. I'll be with the stars, always by your side, breathing together with you. Just feel me in your heart, I'm always with you. Like how you'll always be in mine <3 
10% of loyalty, 10% of truthfulness, 10% of honesty, 10% of love, 10% of humour, 10% of fats, 10% of looks, 10% of cuteness, 10% of attitude makes up my 100% perfect boyfriend. June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 |
Wednesday, November 11, 2009 @ 9:56:00 PM
i've been really quiet. i don't know why.. :\ sigh. maybe is because all the while, i've been really lonely i guess? i've been going school alone everyday, leaving school alone everyday without a goal. or maybe, just to go home and sleep? everyday, i on my laptop, not knowing what to do. facebook? blog hopping? shop online? i had enough. it's so boring. even my msn's list is so quiet. i miss baby boy really alot. :( sigh. even though i may be alone... i'm trying really hard to feel baby's presence with my heart. i could have been really dependent on him i guess? that's why i miss him so much. i've not been sleeping well.. i'm look so shagged and exhausted everyday at attachment, looking so pale and really sick everyday in the aircon-ned room and dustiness.? yesterday there was the obs talk, i fucking fell asleep with my mouth open in front of the speaker. i feel really bad, but i'm really wayyyyyyyyy too tired. i don't know. maybe my body system is getting weaker day by day and i might just leave the world anytime. i also don't know. i treasure what i have now, i really miss times with baby. i regretted quarrelling with him so much in the past over small and stupid things. now i miss him so much when he's in camp. :( sigh.
Saturday, November 07, 2009 @ 12:32:00 PM
buggies.  so cute right. hehehe. little lady bird. how's my photography skill? ;P
Monday, November 02, 2009 @ 9:22:00 PM
life has been really quiet. haven't been speaking to baby much. or should i say, i haven't spoke to him for 12 hours already. he called in the noon just now and till now we haven't spoken much. thanks to his outfield though. sigh. i miss you baby boy. though the weekends are really short. i'm so afraid that we might drift apart, i really don't want to lose you. you're the best guy that i would want forever and ever. i love you. (: on top of that, i'm missing alot of my girls. ): haven't been speaking much to them & haven't been seeing them. except for meowmeow & nellnell. cause i get to see them during lunch time (: jojo,lorlor,zixinxin,audreyrey,victoriaria,dinini & many more!! i miss you all so so much :( hope we can meet up soon! love you girls!
@ 2:49:00 PM
my back is feeling more painful and painful. i really don't know what to do. :( i need baby. today the whole day haven't been speaking to him already. it's more than 12 hours already. my god ):
Sunday, November 01, 2009 @ 4:31:00 PM
another weekend just pass so quickly again. this weekend has been really short but it was really just sweet spending time together at home. i drank 3 cups of bubble tea within the week. kill me. omg. :\ i hate book outs. baby hate book ins.
Saturday, October 31, 2009 @ 7:15:00 PM
OMG. TODAY'S MY LUCKY DAY! HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE. firstly, i go mac with baby to buy our meal, then i saw a lady and a daughter eating mac, then they have the stickers at the table, and they were finishing the meal! so i asked baby to wait for them to finish the meal and steal their sticker! HAHAHAHA. & guess what, i TIO MARINA BAY OKAY. hahahaha. fucking lucky pls. ;D secondly, my lucky day has finally arrived. hehehe. i shall not shall what happen. :P
Thursday, October 29, 2009 @ 10:04:00 AM
i'm missing SOMEbody right now.. guess it *winks* hehehehehehehehehehe.  this person eat alot. he loves corn & veggies... he loves eating bread..but most probably he's having outfield now..  wearing a helmet..  holding his rifle.. LOL. definitely, must hide behind shelter so that people get killed and not him. hahaha!after all the thingy, he will only return to camp @ 1am to sleep..  lying down like a pig. or maybe kena disturbed by his bunk mates.HAHAHAHAHA. i bet all of you know who i'm missing right! hehehehehehehe.
Tuesday, October 27, 2009 @ 10:24:00 PM
it's so tiringgggggggg. loretta was so sweet to wait for me after school and headed to cwp with me, then after that, taking 161 with me to sengkang, then treat me drink bubble tea, then after that walk me home and then she cab home. wa lao, so nice right. like what she say, hamster not around, jo is my mother. when jo is not around, she is my 2nd mother. HAHAHAHHAHAHAA. thanks loretta darrrrling ;D loves loves! <333333333 anyway, jojo darling, don't be too upset over things. things will turn out better for you (: concentrate on your studies! shall meet up with you soon! loves (: <33333333
Monday, October 26, 2009 @ 10:38:00 PM
''love you, byebye.'' was our last sentence before we speak again after your outfield. i miss you baby boy. sigh. i'm sick again. flu and cough, weak body system i has. now i'm having back ache. while walking, my body is cracking and cracking. the bones are rubbing against one another and it's really painful. i sounds like a robot while walking. my lungs are hurting while i breathe. issit something wrong? please help me! many thanks. attachment has started, i've been really easily worn out, it's barely 11pm. my eyes are half closing already. i guess i want to turn in soon. nights everyone. i miss my baby boy. i miss my 2 bbz, i miss money clique, i miss dini, i miss meow, i miss nell, i miss so many people ):
Sunday, October 25, 2009 @ 10:16:00 PM
i'm so lost really. nobody can help me but myself. thanks.
Thursday, October 22, 2009 @ 12:16:00 PM
sigh, ytd baby did not have his nights out ): hope tonight i get to see him.. though he's booking out on friday. ): but i just wish to spend more time with him. he'll be having his outfield on monday. arghs. sigh. which means i can't talk to him. while i'll be having my attachment. sigh. time is so hard to pass without baby. i need baby. i need baby boy. i need my boyfriend. arghssss. kill me! i hate attachment ): i want lessons pls. ): |